a major part of my year was my first boyfriend & quite possibly my first love. & i think that’s what has made this year so bearable. he made me grow up a little. if it weren’t for him, i wouldn’t have had the slightest idea of what love is, as if i even know now.
but after we broke up, it was only a mere 2 months, i became closer to people i didn’t think i would ever be friends with. amy, amanda, saipriya. even shades, though after disney we were really close. but these people, i’ve realized, are fine with who i am. other friends i have can’t accept me when i have weird moments & if i had told her that i’ve been drunk, that i’ve had a few random hookups, that i have wanted to smoke for the longest time, she would look down on me & make me feel like crap. these people deal with my stupidity & accept it. & for that, i thank 2010.
the only downfall is the heartache, which comes & goes. but that, i’ll fix…eventually.
this is going to be a long ass night. party? yep. i want to party. i had a story, a ride, EVERYTHING. & my parents just said that i have to bring in the new year with the family. but the thing is, we’re NOT a family. we pretend to give shits about each other…we don’t. so yep, i’m going to be in terrible reflection of this year. which will turn into 20 half songs, make me into a moody catty bitch, & an additional 20 posts to tumblr. so i hope you’re looking forward to it. &if you don’t want to read my obnoxious drama queen attitude, continue scrolling past this.
I would like to challenge everyone to a 365 day Tumblr challenge. Starting Jan. 1, 2011 you have to upload a picture of yourself. The picture is to keep track of what you did, how you looked, and how you felt; with every picture you need to write 3 sentences. 1 sentence about what you did that day, be brief. 1 sentence about who you spent the day with, include every name! That means even if you said good morning to your mother & if you don’t know a name put in stranger. The last sentence.. that’ll be about how you felt about everything that happened that day. It may be hard to stick to the 3 sentence rule, but you can do it. Now,who’s up for the challenge? Reblog to challenge your followers(:
Music is language from the soul when your brain can’t compute the words to express how you feel. Every note you write, key you play, or song you sing along to brings back the memories/feelings/events that made a piece of music significant. Identifying feelings and memories to music is form of…