I'm fed up with this bullshit cliche of "make your own happiness". Do you honestly think that if you had no friends or family that you could be happy, completely alone? What are you going to find happiness in, a rock? It's fuckery. If I don't have the one person on this earth that I love more than anyone or anything else, there's no way I can be happy. I have tons of friends and a huge family, but none of them can fill the hole in my heart that he left. None of them can make me smile like he can. None of them can make me laugh like he can or make me cry from being so happy. I could have all the people in the world, but if I don't have him, then it's almost like I have nothing at all.