i wonder what it feels like to be skinny, and thin, and wake up in the morning in nothing but a tshirt, undies, messy hair, that 'just woke up look' and still have someone think i'm sexy, to have guys look at me, to have guys want to be my boyfriend, to have girls be jealous of my body, to feel my hipbones and collarbones, to feel confident in a bikini, to sit down and not feel fat everywhere, to not rub out the thighs in my jeans, to need a smaller size in the store, i wonder what its like to look in the mirror and like what i see, and not want to break the mirror,pretty much, i just want to be beautiful, i could go on forever.
Wait for the person who deserves you, don't settle for the one who doesn't even know how much you're worth. Wait for the one who will always be afraid of losing you, the one who knows they'd be miserable without you. Wait for the person worth dying for, the one that will never break a promise no matter what. Don't settle for the first person who gives you butterflies. It may be great for a while, but it's not worth it if the only thing they leave you with is pain. Don't think there won't be anyone else, there will always be someone else. You just have to wait for the person that's worth the fall.